Hi, my name is Shepherd!

I am 15+! (B-day June 27)

I am Panromantic, Omnisexual, Abrosexual, but Im also questioning my gender & sexuality right now, thought i do prefer being referred to with he/him. I also use Disabled Pride!

I love Tomadachi Life: Living the Dream, RDR2, Rick & Morty, COD (I use COD Mobile & I'm lvl 150 & I'm a Master I!), Smiling Friends, Pokémon, TWD, MHA, & probs more! I specifically like Negan, Rick, Daryl, and Lizzie from TWD! I like all the main characters in Smiling Friends (Pim, Charlie, Glep & Alan!) except Boss- he is a little too creepy for me

My hyperfixation atm is TWD + Hoppers - specifically Negan, Rick, Daryl, and Lizzie! I have not watched a ton & have mostly seen them through TikTok edits! I also am fixated on Hoppers! Specifically, Mayor Jerry!

Timezone: (UTC -04:00)

I am from the USA, but I am also Irish & Ukrainian & some other stuff!

I am active on Ponytown! (getting a new Discord account soon)

I am usually at docks as my IRL skin or my Fez skin.

I am also a Kemonomimi!

My Main Kemonomimi types are German Shepherd & Pomeranian!!

As you can probably tell, I LOVE Jerry from Hoppers & Mountain Dew!! My favorite flavor is Baja-Blast (sugar-free); it tastes better when it's sugar-free, ngl.

I have Social Anxiety (MOSTLY with people my age - a tiny bit with people younger than me irl, and none really with adults/people older than me). It affects me a lot in irl, but a tiny bit less online. I AM as safe as I can be online; there is always a risk. I can make friends with people younger than me or my age, but it isn't as easy for me as with people older than me.

• I have a couple of friends around my age Teratophilia, winterprisonn, Kiki, etc.
• But I also have friends older than me who have either just gained my trust or whom I look up to! MothlightSys, Friz, etc.

I also have ADHD! I got diagnosed when I was a toddler, and I can get very hyperactive. I also end up assuming stuff a lot - like if I get ignored, I think I did something wrong, or if I get scolded, I end up feeling horrible. I am getting better at not feeling that way, though!

I'm not the best at venting to others (venting with permission of course) or I push serious stuff that has happened (specifically in my life) off if I do end up bringing it up. I might randomly lore drop like "my mom left me when I was 5" <-- (this is an actual example in my life) if we are talking about srs topics & it correlates w/ said topic, but I won't act emotional about it. Though I am emotional about other things I shouldn't be, like if someone who has been important in my life but has done me wrong gets hurt, then I might cry or worry for them out of instinct (this doesn't mean I support their actions or anything they have done, I just have high sympathy towards some people)

I also tend to self-sabotage my relationships by not talking to people I'm friends with, or I lose interest in people due to a lack of Dopamine. I am EXTREMELY sorry if this happens. I tend not to notice it when it starts happening, but that is NOT an excuse AT ALL for doing it. I am trying my VERY hardest to fix this, but I am not perfect & it might still happen.

I am sorta a pushover, not as much online as IRL but still important. I also struggle w/ cutting people off easily unless they have done something HORRID. I struggle due to the fact I like my friends & I have had long periods in my life alone w/ no friends, it hurts to let them go but I am trying my best to fix this as well.

I am anti-harassment. I am also pro-recovery & pro-life!

MY PERSONAL DNI is really just proshippers, weird adults, & STILL ACTIVE SRS blacklistee's!

I believe in equality for everyone when it comes to race, gender, religion, etc.!

I see pros & cons to almost everything!

I'm interested in criminals, psychology, murderers/murders & anything dealing with crimes because of my grandpa (RIP papa.) He did a lot of stuff involving all of that; he was a Grade 1 Detective (the highest grade you can be) in the New York police dept. Then he served in the Army for 3 years before he became a Police Officer. So be warned if we talk about smth w/ police or crimes, then I might bring up some stuff that I have learned to do from experience & watching interrogations.

DNI: Starlight, Homophobes, racists, basic DNI. (I know I'm mentioned on Star's GitHub atm, but I am NOT their friend anymore; proof is in my following & followers - I only follow my friends & I temp block ppl who I don't like to get them out of my followers.)

IWC: mentioning of transformers or Godzilla - These things remind me of bad people, but you can still mention them AROUND me, just not directly to me unless you're asking why they are on my IWC!

Credit @lavendergalactic & anyone else on Tumblr for blinkies.